Welcome to my life!

Well, if any of you even read this stupid blog, you'll find a LOT about me in this one post.  My life is a wreck on the side of the road that everyone drives past.  Well, if anyone cares enough to even ask what's wrong, surprise me.  No one ever has.  I used to think maybe it was different, I wasn't the girl with absolutely NO friends anymore.  Then slowly, one by one, the 2 friends I have start to go.  Then as usual, sometme soon, they'll both leave at once.  I'm prepared, this isn't the first time it's happened to me.  It's actually the 5th.  :/  I always think it's gonna be different, but no, it never will be...  So, now, I'm not gonna bother.  If I loose these 2 friends, that's it.  No more, I'm not wasting my "happiness" on fake friendships anymore!  I just hope they aren't fake...  Well, if anyone actually reads these posts, then suprise me, and prove the world isn't a selfish careless place by actually commenting or something.  I don't think anyone will, they never have.  I'm probably gonna just stop blogging all together....  Bye, to all of you....
~Sapph
Last tears are shed, last war is fought, I'm giving up....